Depression Is a Big Fat Motherfucker of a Blessing

I’m not going to lie. After I saw Dr. $300, I was a bit shaken up. Even though I’m not bipolar, the fact that it occurred to him (and many of you readers too.. I’ve gotten lots of “are you SURE you aren’t bipolar?” emails over the last month) is unsettling. Sure I can joke that wouldn’t it be great to have manic stages to offset the depression, think of how much writing and fucking I could accomplish! BRING ON THE MANIA! But I’d be lying to myself.

It bothers me because with each mental what the fuck of depression, ADHD, whatever the hell other neurological demons are being unearthed, I feel that much more… distanced? Not normal? I dunno, SCREWED?

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05 01 2007

depression
WTF
irony's a bitch-ass ho
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My Many Mental What The Fucks

I saw Dr. $300 a couple weeks ago for my A.D.D. He briefly thought I was bipolar (I told him he was wrong, and nearly burst into tears), then he decided that I have 1) an excitable do-or-be-damned personality and 2) A.D.H.D, which is the hyperactive version of ADD. It means I can’t sit still, especially if I’m bored. I always thought the fidgeting, shaking leg, twirling in my desk chair, and dancing feet under my desk were normal. Most of my family is the same way, of course I thought it was normal, asshole. Give me my money back.

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05 01 2007

depression
A.D.D.
WTF
irony's a bitch-ass ho

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