Silver Lining yada yada fuck.
Yesterday I spent two hours trying to write and make sense of everything that was going through my head. Several bad starts and two completely different posts and still nothing felt right, in my head or on my computer screen.
If you want to put a silver lining on it, you could say “well isn’t it nice to know that good guys do exist out there, even if they are dumbasses?” or “better to now than later he’s an idiot” or “at least you got a free dinner” (I didn’t, I paid my half because he just finished school and doesn’t have a job yet) or “it’s nice to know that your heart hasn’t turned to stone.”
Yeah. If only. I think this may have done it.
My smelly little troll of a heart is running back to the safety of its cave.
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